Mom won't let me have Susan over... god damn it... I can't keep her safe if she's over at the other house... and I know that mom won't let me stay there...
God... I just... GRRRR... I'm going to do another spell tonight for Susan... but... I don't know how much it'll help... I can feel my own house's barrier weakening... Several times I've looked outside and thought I saw someone standing at the edge of the forest... I don't think I'll ever go out into those woods again... It feels too dangerous...
Knight has been helping me clean up today... he can tell I'm stressed and is trying to help... I really do appreciate it... Oh... he's tapping my shoulder with a book. I think he wants to type. I'm going to go get a snack.
thereissomethingoutinthewoods.itisveryverypowerful.butithinkthewillowweaponhehaswillhelpkeephimsafe.ijustreallyhopehecankeephissistersafe.sheissoniceiwouldhatetoseesomethingbadhappentoher.