What is wrong with me...

Anonymous here...


I don't know what's going on anymore... I...


There is no Rake... at least... not for me... Knight... he let me know... The Rake doesn't exist... It's all been in my head... God... It felt so real... and the voice... But... in any case... Sammie is right, I still have the Athame, and it is very powerful... It would have kept me safe... I... I think...


Oh... Knight wants to type something... I'm gonna go make myself some coffee...


TheRakewasn'treal,butthereissomethingwrongwiththehouse.Ican'treallysaywhatitis,Ijustfeelsomethingisoff.


Also...IthinktheathameisdoingsomethingtoDrakeandthatiswhyhe'sactingso...strangely...I'llbekeepingacloseeyeonhimandwillletyouallknowifsomethinghappens.

Sooo...

Mom won't let me have Susan over... god damn it... I can't keep her safe if she's over at the other house... and I know that mom won't let me stay there...


God... I just... GRRRR... I'm going to do another spell tonight for Susan... but... I don't know how much it'll help... I can feel my own house's barrier weakening... Several times I've looked outside and thought I saw someone standing at the edge of the forest... I don't think I'll ever go out into those woods again... It feels too dangerous...


Knight has been helping me clean up today... he can tell I'm stressed and is trying to help... I really do appreciate it... Oh... he's tapping my shoulder with a book. I think he wants to type. I'm going to go get a snack.


thereissomethingoutinthewoods.itisveryverypowerful.butithinkthewillowweaponhehaswillhelpkeephimsafe.ijustreallyhopehecankeephissistersafe.sheissoniceiwouldhatetoseesomethingbadhappentoher.

The other dream.

Anonymous here...


So yeah... this is my most recent nightmare...


I wake up in my bed, like one would after dreaming, and slowly get up, getting changed into some real clothes, and head downstairs. As I enter the kitchen I freeze as I see that the entire kitchen is covered in blood, floor to ceiling, everything is coated in a thick layer of blood, so much so that there's even blood dripping off of the ceiling. I'm completely stunned, but as I hear a noise at the front door I wheel around and run to the front door, locking it as I get there. I hear someone bang on the door and yell "Open up Drake. It's me!" I don't recognize the voice. Suddenly I hear a loud scream and blood splatters up against the door. (my front door has a pain of colored glass in the middle, so I could see the blood...) I stumble back and as I get to the stairs I trip and hit the back of my head against the stairs, making me black out.


As I come around I realize I'm in some kind of basement looking place. I slowly get up (I was laying down when I 'woke up') I hear water dripping somewhere and can feel water on the floor. (I'm not wearing shoes for some reason) Suddenly I hear a rushing sound and get hit by what feels like a wall of water, completely submerging me. I swim upwards as fast as I can, realizing that the ceiling is no longer there. 


As I break the surface I find myself in a lake, with a forest surrounding it. I quickly swim to shore and look around. There's a light fog so the far side of the lake is hard to see, but I can tell that there's no docks or anything and all around is forest. I decide there's really nothing to do but head into the forest (stupid idea) and do so. After about what feels like five minutes or so of walking I hear a twig break nearby and turn to look towards the sound. Standing there is... Susan... but... she's wearing a mask... yes before you ask... it was a Hollowed mask... I start screaming that it can't be, that she can't be turned, that it's impossible, I worked so hard, I watched so closely, but then... she starts walking towards me... slowly... but steadily... closing the distance... I step back and bump into something. I know wha-... who it is... I see his arms reach out infront of me and suddenly close in around my chest, causing a few of my ribs to break, guessing from how much it hurt, almost giving me a... hug of sorts... The pressure is almost unbearable... I can barely breath. As the world starts to go dark I see Susan reach out towards me...


and I wake up...


That's all... I'm going to go to bed... I guess... I'll be on for a bit more... so... whatever...


Oh... and Knight says hello... he set up a series of books that when you read the first word of the title of each in the stack, it spelled out a sentence. It said "tell the readers that I -said- hi" The "said" I inserted because it didn't have that in there, but I'm guessing he wanted that in there, but couldn't find a book that had Said as it's first word.


Edit: oh... and welcome John...

Spirit update-

Anonymous here...

Rose- Saw her standing in the corner of my room. I think she was crying and I think I saw red on her stomach, though it could have just been the lighting.

Problem Sleuth- Walked down the hallway when I was coming up the stairs. I almost 'bumped' into him. He looked like he was definitely looking for something, and had an idea of where he was going.

Lily- She was sitting in the chair downstairs and was sobbing. I could faintly hear something that sounded like really heavy crying too, though it could have been just the wind, though I doubt it.

Knight- little bastard knocked my speakers off my desk while I was sitting here watching youtube videos. He really needs to be taught a lesson.

The Spirits.

Anonymous here...


Okay, like I said in my comments before, I believe there are four spirits in our house.


The first and most active is a little girl, she wears a light pink dress (or that's how it appears when she shows herself). She steals things all the time, she almost acts like a poltergeist, but she isn't as violent as one. She showed up really recently.


Second there's a man. He always shows up wearing a suit (no he's not Slendy, don't worry) and a fedora, and occasionally he'll be wearing a trench coat. I, personally, think he's a P.I. but honestly I can't be sure. He will just occasionally show up, walking down one of the hallways, or standing at the top of the stairs.


Third there's a woman. She's dressed pretty normally, from what I can tell when I see her. She wears blue jeans and a light green t-shirt. Her hair is blond and goes just past her shoulders. Honestly she's very pretty. She has only shown up recently and only shown herself about three times.


The fourth... I've never actually seen, though it seems like it might be male... or it could just be a poltergeist. It throws things around occasionally (it's the one who knocked over the candle last night).


I'll name them now.


First: Rose (like a pink rose. = ) )


Second: Problem Sleuth (I love ms Paint adventures)


Third: Lily (don't know why, just think it kind of fits her)


Fourth: Knight (maybe naming him something noble will make him act that way. XD )


That's all for now. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! =D