FOR THE CABARET

http://anonymousspeaking.tumblr.com/post/3577544825/guess-who-hahahaha-love-alder


IT WAS SUCH A WONDERFUL NIGHT


WASNT IT DRAKE


LOVE


ALDER

I went...

Anonymous here...


I don't really want to talk about it... Just know that I'm okay... I'll see you all tomorrow...

A Poem for my Dear Friend

The blackbird in the brothel

Finds himself quite blissful

He ambles through congeries

Finding himself among beauties

And there he will find Him

And it will be quite grim

Love

Alder

So...

Anonymous here...

I just thought about something. A quick question for Alder. What exactly is His goal exactly? I mean... the accumulation of forces for the sake of squashing those who believe in Him, seems kind of silly. So why exactly does He do the things He does.

What Alder wants me to do.

Anonymous here...


The youtube video is meant to tempt me into going to a cabaret show, I know which one too. There's one tonight (monday night) that starts at 7PM and opens its doors around 6:30PM. I'll head out a little while before the doors open so I can get a good seat near the front... I want to see what Alder wants me to see... Obviously it'll be important...

A NEW MESSAGE MY FRIEND

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Another audio file.

Anonymous here...


http://anonymousspeaking.tumblr.com/post/3561345135/no-description


Edit: Oh and I want to make a personal response to the title of the newest post on Sammie's blog. "Who are you fighting for?" I'm fighting for Susan. I may have lost her, but I will get her back. I'm also fighting for everyone else who is being hurt or stalked by Him, and I'll never stop.

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I'm alive.

Something just happened...


I felt something was wrong... so I stepped outside... and... well... Just read my previous post "new dream" This is exactly what happened... I don't know how it's possible... but... it's exactly that happened...


http://anonymoushiding.blogspot.com/2011/01/new-dream.html


So yeah, and I just woke up... I was back in my bedroom...


I'm going back to bed after doing another spell...

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SOON

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JUST FOR YOU.

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Important info for Kaiju and a message to Sammie.

Anonymous here...


http://anonymousspeaking.tumblr.com/post/3519259274/box-308875-1155-union-circle-denton-texas-76203


Kaiju, the description and audio file have the address I want you to send the cure to.


Also this audio file is directed mostly to Sammie.


Incase anyone is wondering, the song in the background is Downstream by Shira Kammen. It was used in the game Braid.

A new dream.

Anonymous here...

As the dream starts, I can hear a river, for the first couple of minutes that's all I hear. I start to crawl away from the sound and can hear the rustling of leaves being blown by the wind. I continue to crawl until I accidentally bump my head against what feels like a tree. I slowly stand up and call out, trying to get someone to help me.

No one replies

I reach out away from the tree and feel another one, making my way from one tree to the next. After a few minutes I hear someone walking along. I call out to them and hear them stop walking. I hear a giggle... It sounds like Susan... I hear the person run up to me and grab my hand, pulling me along. Soon I can hear cars rushing by and all of a sudden the person lets go of my hand and I stumble, reaching out infront of me and putting my hands on the guardrail by the road. I stick out my thumb and wait. I hear a car slow down near me and as the car door clicks open-

I wake up.

So yeah, that's it. I'll talk to you all tomorrow.

Another audio file uploaded.

Anonymous here...


http://anonymousspeaking.tumblr.com/post/3499770443/so-yeah-the-post-with-my-dream-will-be-up-soon


I'll be posting an entry with a recent dream in just a little while. So yeah, that'll be up the second I finish it.

... Really... REALLY?!?!

Anonymous here...

Let Us Keep Living: They Are Ours.: "Jeff and Cheska. We've captured them. Burying your friend, Fizzy. They traveled via Other World to Maryland. We caught them there. They're going to die..."

... FUCK! GOD DAMN IT!!! SON OF A BITCH!

Well, that was my one hope of trying to save Susan... I don't know what to do now.... I guess I'll just keep trying to hold out... hopefully they don't actually die and can get free... I seriously need that cure...


Edit: Oh and welcome weirdo. (that's what your name says in my followers list)

New post on Tumblr.

http://anonymousspeaking.tumblr.com/post/3458361915/no-real-description-needed-just-go-ahead-and-give    a listen.

I just found this letter.

Anonymous here...


on my bed...


Yeah... I walked upstairs and when I walked into my room it was laying on my bed, folded up neatly...


I have nothing else to say...


Here are some photos of it.

It says: Once upon a time there was a little girl named susan

A very tall man started watching her.  He had no face.

He took her away.

Two things

Anonymous here...


First: about the picture that was texted to me.


It's of a fire.


I decided to step into the forest and do a few more protection spells out there, trying to make sure that He can't come anywhere near my house. Well as I walked out about maybe... I'd say a mile, I found a patch of scorched earth. It was circular and laying ontop were two metal bars... So yeah... that's what the picture was... I headed back to the house after that.


Second: The description of Susan and her last known whereabouts.


She has straight brown hair that goes just past her shoulders, brown eyes, the only clothes missing from her room was what mom described as a "spring dress" whatever that actually means. She's 11 years old and was last seen in her room. They live in Bartlesville, Oklahoma. I live on the edge of the forest nearby. So yeah, and I'm just gonna say, I don't think He'll be taking her very far away since He's going to try to use her against me. So yeah, I'll talk to you all tomorrow.

The doll is gone.

Anonymous here...


I can't find it anywhere...


Honestly it only upsets me because all of the doors are still locked and nothing is broken... the doll is just gone...


So yeah... I'm a little nervous... but not too afraid... I still have the athame.

god...

Anonymous here...


I just got a text with a picture... 


this is the picture...

and all the text said was.


We ArE nEaR...


Soooo yeah... I'm going to go ahead and put up another protection spell and make sure everything is locked.


edit: Oh and welcome Frap.

Visiting Susan...

Anonymous here...


She's gone. I went by to see if she was any worse, and she's just gone... Well... that's not to say that nothing happened when I went there...


By the time I got there she was already gone and mom was freaking out. I quickly ran to Susan's room and as I opened the door I realized that I didn't have the Athame and was very vulnerable at that moment. All over the room the operator symbol had been carved into the walls, ceiling, floor, bed, everything... so I know that she's gone... and that... He has her... but I'm still not giving up... I'm going to get the cure and save her... and then Slendy... I'm coming for you...

So

Anonymous here...


I still haven't heard from Cheska, so I'm just hoping she contacts me soon... I'm probably going to go visit Susan later today and see if it's any worse, or if she's even still there.


Oh and Sammie's been Hollowed... (I refuse to call it Hallowed, that makes it sound too positive. I mean... you're being hollowed out so that He can use you as a fucking puppet... THAT'S NOT GOOD!) So yeaah... Stormecho is taking it hard... I left a message on her blog and hopefully it gets her spirits up just a tiny bit, or keeps her from giving up.


That's all for now, I'll talk to you all later.

Over the past day.

Anonymous Here...


I've been walking around and doing protection spell after protection spell and blaring my music throughout the house. It feels so much better around here. I tried calling mom and she wouldn't answer. I decided to just go by and see Susan...


Well I got there, and she was there... but she was just sitting in her bed staring straight ahead and wouldn't respond to me at all. Mom told me she'd been like that for several days and had barely moved at all. She couldn't figure out what was wrong... God damn it... I fucking hate being so useless... So yeah... that's all...

...

Anonymous here...


So yeah... Raz is gone... like he's really on the run... to the point where he's not even going to be posting on his blog anymore... He also refused to take the Athame...


It... It's calling for me... the power it brings... it's so enticing... but... the madness it causes...


So yeah... I'm still feeling better, and now can barely even hear the voices. So that's good...

a tumblr...

Anonymous here...


http://anonymousspeaking.tumblr.com/


Yeah I caved in and got one. I'll upload audio stuff up on there from time to time.

What is wrong with me...

Anonymous here...


I don't know what's going on anymore... I...


There is no Rake... at least... not for me... Knight... he let me know... The Rake doesn't exist... It's all been in my head... God... It felt so real... and the voice... But... in any case... Sammie is right, I still have the Athame, and it is very powerful... It would have kept me safe... I... I think...


Oh... Knight wants to type something... I'm gonna go make myself some coffee...


TheRakewasn'treal,butthereissomethingwrongwiththehouse.Ican'treallysaywhatitis,Ijustfeelsomethingisoff.


Also...IthinktheathameisdoingsomethingtoDrakeandthatiswhyhe'sactingso...strangely...I'llbekeepingacloseeyeonhimandwillletyouallknowifsomethinghappens.

A voice.

No... the voice... there are many... but his... god his... I... I can't escape it... I wear earplugs... I submerge my head in water... no matter what... I can hear it... The Rake... god... the things he's whispered to me... and Him... He knows I'm of no concern now that The Rake has got me in his sights... I've seen him too... his shape... face... teeth... claws... but his voice... god his voice... I do not think I will live for long... not like this... he will kill me... I'm sorry I could not help you Susan... I... I'm a complete and utter failure... I'm so sorry...

Susan

Anonymous here...


She left a comment on here cause she wanted to see me. I went and saw her and had Raz come with me so that he could confirm that I went and so that he could also confirm anything that was said so that I can make sure I'm not hallucinating.


I did my best to let her know that I was okay... she let me know what has been happening to her recently... I don't know what to do... I can't bear the thought of losing her... but there's nothing I can do...