I just realized that since the events have already happened... and what I feared was true, really was, I can tell you guys about it. It's just that, the dreams I was having before the attack, were about the forest, and Alder and N|LL... as it got closer to the attack the dreams became clearer until I pretty much knew what was going to happen... but I didn't want to post about it... because I thought maybe they were just dreams... and that if I posted about them, that He'd use that against me and make them come true...
Well yeah... they happened... so... I don't know what this means for me... but so far... everytime I've had these dreams, they end up leading to something traumatic happening to me, or someone around me... maybe they're visions...
Edit: Also, welcome The Anarchitect and Lucas. Go ahead and introduce yourselves if you'd like, it's nice to have on record who exactly is following my blog.