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Anonymous here...


I got Alder's message, thanks Scott... I talked to mom and... she says I never talked to her yesterday... and that Susan is fine and saw the doctor yesterday. I don't know what's going on... Raz is watching me closer for right now... To make sure I'm alright...

WE DO NOT HAVE HER

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This is copied from the comments section

so you don't have to go back and read them, or risk missing them.

Anonymous said...

I'm not gone Sammie... But I'm afraid that Susan is in serious danger... I'm going to go check with mom and see where Susan is... We've been hiding that's why I haven't been on for the last few days. But something happened at the house. We decided to come back to the house and get a few more of my things and we found the front door busted in and blood trailing out from the kitchen all the way out the front door and onto the lawn where it just seemed to stop. I checked all around the house, but found nothing, so I grabbed my laptop and some clothes and now Raz and I are going to go talk to my mom. I'll post later if anything happens.

Oh and Alder, get the hell off my account. (goes to change password again)

See you all later.

January 30, 2011 9:55 PM 

Anonymous said...

She's gone. I can't find here at all... I'm not going to give myself up like Raz did... it wouldn't help anything... and if she's gone... I'll... I'll just... I'll keep going... there's nothing else for me to do.... Mom says she can't find her anywhere and the "Special Doctor" says that she stepped outside of the office for a second to go use the bathroom, and was gone. So I believe He really got her... and if He truly lays a hand on her... I swear to god I will kill Him and all of his little Proxy bitches.

~Eternally Anonymous~

January 31, 2011 2:52 AM 

NOWHERE TO HIDE

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Alive.

Anonymous here...

Yeah I'm alive. My arm is broken and so are a few of my ribs, but over all I'm fine. If you want to know what happened, please just read Raz's blog.

I'm just posting this to really let everyone know I'm okay.

Wanna know what's a b*tch? Typing with one hand. Yeah, it sucks.

The Athame is okay and I have it on me right now... I guess... next time we should really have a better plan in place... I don't know... I guess that's all for now...

Ultrasound.

Anonymous here...

Great song, cool video, and sweet rapper. (and I hate rap. XD )


Yeah, Raz, D, and I are having a hard time sleeping. Right now we're all singing along to this song. It's weird with Raz and D though, cause their voice changes so rapidly that it sounds like they're singing at the same time. They'll apparently be posting something up on their blog soon too. We'll see what it is. =)


Edit: Welcome JeanK nice to see a new face around here.


I just read what Raz and D posted. Yeah... they want me to try and help them kill... Him... I can't just let my little sister get taken away... I have to try something... and maybe with Raz and D's help...  We can at least put a dent in him...

Tonight's dream...

Anonymous here...


I just got up... it was a nightmare...


I open my eyes... and all I see... is Him... He's staring right at me... unseeing, but seeing... completely motionless. I can feel something coming from Him... like utter contempt and disgust... I do not entertain Him... or amuse Him... I anger Him... I pose a threat... not enough to kill Him... no... but I can hurt Him... and kill His Proxies... and He knows this all too well... I try to look around but my head won't turn and I can't move my eyes, it's just Him... only Him... He moves closer... almost... gliding... and stops, just inches from my face. He kneels, looking me right in the eyes... and I feel this horrible... horrible rage... I see something move on His back and suddenly everything is black and I feel a searing pain on my face... I'm blind... He removed my eyes... I can't see... the last image I ever saw was His face... and now it is burned into my mind... forever... Him...


And... 


And I wake up...


That's all...

Another dream.

Anonymous here...


I guess I'll post another one of my dreams on here...


[redacted for false information]


I come around in a chair, strapped down. I'm in a basement area... like the one I dreamt of before. I hear something in the darkness infront of me. I see... Him... he's standing there... his tentacles moving behind him. I scream something at him... I don't remember... and he's suddenly infront of me. He breaks the straps that are holding me down and picks me up with his tentacles. I writhe in his grip and try to reach the Athame. He tries to grab it and shrieks in pain as he touches it, throwing me across the room. As I land I pick up the Athame, which had fallen from my pocket, and stand up as fast as I can. He's gone... I suddenly hear the sound of rushing water and look towards it, seeing water doing just that, rushing towards me, as I'm swept away I slam against the ceiling, it is not gone like last time... I get small gulps of air as I'm swept along. I see the end of the tunnel and know I can get out if I can just stay conscious long enough to get to the end of the tunnel. as I reach the end I'm pushed up by the water and slam my head against the very edge of the tunnel at it's exit and-


I wake up...


That's it... I'm gonna head to bed... see you all tomorrow.

That f***ing b****

Anonymous here...


So... Susan showed up last night just as Raz did... you can read his, or Susan's blog to know what happened exactly.


This morning mom calls, freaking out cause Susan is missing, she's blaming me. I barely get to tell her that Susan is alright and over her before she starts yelling at me to bring Susan back.. well... I yelled back.... Susan didn't mention this... but I think she just doesn't like fighting.. So yeah.... mom came by just a little bit ago and picked her back up... I tried to show her the doll but she just ignored me...


I'm so F***ING ANGRY!!! God damn it... I just want my sister to be safe... is that too much to ask...


edit:Hi.It'sKnight.Soyeah,Drakedidn'twanttomentionthis,butRoseandLilyarethegirlsthatwethoughttheymightbe.


Razistalkingtothemrightnow.


Ohandincasesomeonelooksatthisandgoes"heythisdoesn'tlookexactlylikeknight'sotherposts"it'sjustthatIlearnedhowtousetheshiftkeyandothertypesofpunctuation.I'mstillnottouchingthatspacebar...Idon'ttrustit...It'scompletelyunmarked...Soyeah...That'sall...

The doll.

So yeah, this is the doll that Susan had.. I'm worried... This is so fucking bad... It isn't supposed to happen this fast.... god damn it...

Raz and I are going to stay up and talk for awhile longer, but Susan is going to bed, which is for the best... for now at least...